completed.

ought to give myself a big applause for being able to hang on until the last minute

yeah i'm 80% done with the semester, 3 more exams to go, and i will then say good bye to the disastrous semester 1 -_-

i'm not kidding, it IS disastrous

i used to have one month's time to finish one report. but look at the past two month, i've completed 11 reports! GOSH tat sounds almost insane but that is what i've been tasked and i managed to complete them! so proud of myself :p

last week was the most terrible week throughout my life. i woke up at 7.45am and slept at 3am from monday to thursday only to finish the 2 reports on time. ok lar not everyday 7.45 'coz there was this day i woke up at 8.45am when my lesson actually started at 9am O.o there was another day i was woken up by my aunt telling me it was already 8am, obviously i was late for class again T.T

seriously i have never been so determined before. perhaps shinyun's incident has made me realize that since i chose to stay on i should really work harder 'coz i know i can do really well, if i'm willing to :)

my fellow classmates if you happen to be reading this, let's work hard together =]

i've slept for a total of only 20hours a in 4 days for the sake of my report :( so on friday after i had finally completed the very last report of the sem, i stuck to my bed 10 mins after i reached home and slept all the way til next day for 12 hours =.=

after sleeping for 12 hours i was so energetic like never before -_- i stepped out of my house at 11am+ and hung around shopping mall until 10pm+ LOL i couldn't remember when i last went for shopping. how pathetic : / i was in really good mood the whole day but the poor thing leewang was tired like hell at night after one whole day's adventure :p soli soli soli soli retail therapy is such a good cure for a stressed out individual :D at the end of my therapy i've got myself..............

1 sch bag + 3 necklace + 1 mirror + 1 hp accessory + 1 mirror + some stationeries!

shopping is such an enjoyable activity :D

next week will be my very first exam week in my uni life

the materials to study is piling up like a hill : /

but i dont feel sinful spending my precious saturday and sunday hopping around shopping mall 'coz one can work even better after a good rest :) i'm recharged!

it's time to fight!

how do i live without u, 12.06am

51.

happy 51st month!

with u, my life can't be better. ♥

how do i live without u, 10.52pm

lost.

it's another sunday.

usually at this hour i would be struggling in the world of report, dealing with all kinds of ridiculous experimental results yet today....or rather, since 3 days ago, my mind has been in a really, really scattered state thus nothing has been done

shinyun quit sch.

a fact that i believe all classmates would never ever have thought of. it sounds almost impossible but i did happen. up til now i still cant quite accept this fact and have been feeling upset since i got this news...

knowing she's unhappy with current life, i shouldn't persuade her to stay so i wished her all the best in her future... as a fren, i genuinely hope tat she can be happy :)

i've completed 9 formal reports within 2 months. that sounds really insane but that's what i've gone thru. two more to go, and hopefully this full-of-reports life will come to an end.

hopefully.

how do i live without u, 3.31pm

♥ ♥ ♥

i'm feeling slightly dizzy now. i was wondering if it's because i have been studying for too long bu rested or eaten too little.

too little rest?

i slept at abt 1am last night and woke up 7.30am. looking at the mirror, i saw a panda in human's clothing -_- started studying since i boarded the train at 8.10am to sch and having lecture from 9am to 3pm. spent my lunch and travelling times with my Lipids notes until the moment i reached home. online since 4.10pm until now, 6pm.

too little foods?

hmm.... ate one donut for breakfast. had sausage mcmuffin + coffee at 11am and lunch at 1pm - 1 muesli bar.

hmm.... according to this analysis... the conclusion drawn is i need some sleep T.T

but i cant afford that :(

celebrated yilynn's 21st birthday yesterday!

after the happy celebration i felt so sinful not spending more time studying O.o

tat's y i spent every single minute i could studying today ._________.

speaking of the celebration, i was asked abt what romantic gesture leewang had done for me in the past 4 years. then i tried to recall. i had no idea how romantic could be considered as 'romantic' so i told them the thing that touched me the most. but then today out of sudden i was reminded of this question again so i started thinking really hard. in the end there are a few significant ones i could think of...

he makes me card every months and those special occasions just to make me happy

he gave me a card on our 1st month but he hid it under the Ruffles chips he had bought me hoping to surprise me

he specially learnt how to make artificial flowers and made me 2 bouquets of flowers

knowing that i had never on an air plane before, he used up his internship salary + some savings and brought me to hongkong

we saw a puzzle tat i really liked it 4 years ago. he remembered it since then and bought it 3 years later and, handed me the completed 1000pcs-puzzle on my 21st birthday

he told me the first luxurious car he wants to buy is VW new beetle. 'coz....... i like it. after that only will he buy the car he himself likes. he even made me a card saying i can use it as a proof of his promise to redeem the car when it's affordable for him. i know he meant it ♥

he called and sang me a song, 傻傻的我爱你

before i agreed to be his gf he promised he will never leave me unless i don't love him anymore. 3 years later he held my hands, looked into my eyes and said: 我们要在一起一辈子

i know there're more to come

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

how do i live without u, 6.47pm