take a break

aw......i'm finally here again after soooooooo long time. it's already the 4th academic week and i'm done with all the reports of this module. feeling rather relax, im not in the mood for any homework today and i even intended to go to bed when the clock hit 8.30pm -.-" i was ultra sleepy this morning, thanks to the report i slept at 3am last night and woken up at 6.30am, couldn't help but took a nap during the 10 minutes lecture break. to be frank i'm still feeling sleepy at the moment and feel like go to sleep right away but there's still tutorial.... hmmm ok lar do it later.

while i'm writing this blog entry i'm also uploading some photos to my fb. whoa u see i'm capable of multitasking! LOL speaking of photos.... my SD card was out of memory last Sat!! this has never happened to me as i do transfer photos from the SD card to my lappie from time to time hence they could never accumulate to the extent that the memory would run out. apparently i was short of time to do all the things that i used to be doing during my free time : / i sound busy but in fact i'm not rally tat busy. i couldn't spend hours watching 下一站，幸福 i dont see why i wouldn't have time so.... OK LOR I WAS LAZY LAR =_________=

bought quite a lot of stuff recently and i cant help feeling guilty looking at the remaining $$$ in my bank account and wondering............. how could it be this little?????!!!!!! aduh....financial planner wanted urgently!!!! anyone? lol but i guess i might have unconsciously stressed out and had unknowingly taking shopping as a way of de-stressing. i just felt like buying something so i would feel happy. maybe by doing so the stress would become less dominant then. ARGH! it does make sense! i just realized most of the things were bought in the last 2 weeks when i was so busy dealing with all sorts of reports and assignments! SO IN CONCLUSION, the pathetic amount in my bank has been justified and all my spending shall be forgiven :D

there were many times i was thinking of giving up this blog... it really takes time to update as i update my twitter and fb more often and they made me not having sufficient 'materials' for a proper blog entry. but, making decision is not as simple as it seems to be, especially a decision related to giving up something that has been there for a long while. well it's not so long actually, but abandoning something that i used to own definitely wont make me feel good. that's why i kept this blog and am now updating it. like a visitor, i come to my bloggie quite frequently, hoping to see maybe a message left in my chatbox? very often i'd think of coming up with new entry but it was so difficult to turn the thought into action. it's easier to say than do but it's even easier to think than do. sigh.... : /

i realized i shouldn't have moved all my photos into different folders. now i'm having difficulties finding them all out for uploading -_- searching among 10GB of photo isn't an easy task eh? if i'm to sleep before 11pm i shall stop here as captioning is time-consuming and not to forget the tutorial!!!

OH YA! leewang is having the last lecture of his Uni life today and he just texted me not too long ago saying he had finished the last presentation and scored A+!!!


i'm really proud of him, genuinely. he works really hard for his future, and our future..
thanks for everything ♥

how do i live without u, 10.06pm