deal!

yeah so happy that i've finally made up my mind :D

if nothing goes wrong i should be able to receive my new bag before CNY!

hooray!

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how do i live without u, 12.45am

update

have been wanting to blog since...... ok i've lost count how long ago. i'm puzzled why i just couldn't rest my finger on the keyboard and kept being distracted by whatever-it-is. sigh. now i end up having tons of things to be blogged about yet have no idea where start to with. : /

perhaps i could talk about what i'm doing currently? well my semester officially ended 5 weeks ago. supposedly i should have started my attachment the next day of my last paper but i had requested for one week holiday so my attachment started on 21st Dec. before i actually accepted this attachment offer, i was told that this attachment involved the use of an automated equipment for processing of food product, which sounded related to my course of study. due to the fact that it wasn't easy to get an offer hence i hadn't think much and happily accepted it.

that's when the worse thing happened.....

i regretted the acceptance the first day i reached the place where i would be working for the following 2.5 months. i'm stationed in Lerk Thai, a Thai restaurant. the so-called automated equipment is a WOK which is only half of my height and is placed in a KITCHEN -_- i thought it would be some kind of large machine that we usually see in a processing plant : / basically i'm to work with a chef and cook dishes using that automated wok. i dont cook but the chef does +.+ the challenge is that the dishes will not taste the same as that cooked using traditional wok without the correct cooking time and right amount of ingredients. the job is super easy that what i need to do is only eat and eat and eat and i dont have to make use of any of my knowledge from book and, most importantly, there aren't much hands-on skills i can learn from this attachment :( at the beginning i felt so disappointed but now, after working for 5 weeks, i've totally given up the idea of learning and instead, taken it as my time-killer and source of income! :D

speaking of source of income.... i'm paid $700/month. sounds a lot eh? yes it does if the idea of getting a Neverfull din appear in my mind. the idea aroused not too long after choco said she'll be coming back in Feb coz she's coming back from France you know! a location that is well-known for cheap branded stuffs! i happen to be earning few hundred bucks and most probably i can get papa to sponsor part of the $$$ therefore getting a neverfull is becoming not-impossible!!!!

but too bad. forking out one month+ salary for a bag is really really not my way of doing and my mom will surely scold me to death if she finds out. that's y i'm struggling over to buy or not to buy. but...but...but.... ok maybe i can list out my arguments for TO BUY

1. money is meant to be spent! i know i should save up for my future but money can be earned again right?

2. i will be happy. what's more important than a happy life? i wouldn't say i wont feel happy if i dont buy it but to me i will be happier if i buy it now compared to buying it years later.

3. it's cheaper! in other words i'm saving money! i bet the price will definitely higher years later so why should i spend more for exactly the same thing?

4. i can afford it now! even if i dont get any subsidy from papa i can still pay it on my own.

5. it's LV! who doesnt love or never thought of getting an authentic one? it's kind of dream.

6. CNY is around the corner so it's reasonable of me getting a new bag for new year. ok this is crap that explains y i placed it last. :p

NOT buying?

1. mama will definitely be unhappy. to her spending RM1k+ for a bag is totally insane.

2. i will need to limit my cash flow as there won't be much left -_-

3. i'm not even sure if it worths the money.

6 vs 3!!!!

ok i was just wasting my time as apparently i wont come out with decision based solely on these -_- i'm left with no time for the decision as Feb draws near. SIGH............... :(

argh.... the clock hits 12.43am.

better stop here.

how do i live without u, 12.44am

53.

happy 53rd month!

we're so blessed to have had each other for the past 53 months.

we will still have each other for the rest of our life.

promise. ♥

how do i live without u, 11.32pm