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i find it so difficult to rest  my fingers on the keyboard to do some updates on my recent life.

in less than 1 hour's time will come the day that marks the 5th Anniversary of leewang and i! we've been seeing each other for 5 years! oh gosh that ain't really easy i'd say. there are times when we were unhappy with each other for some disagreements or felt sad over some minor issues... however having been through all these we are still able to hold on to each other for anything that have yet to come. we know we have found the right one for ourselves, for the future. we found each other.

we wouldn't have come so far without the trust for each other, and of course, love. we know what is love and prove that with actions. it all thanks to the belief that every single effort will be paid off :)

i'm so dumb in words that i could barely explain how fortunate i think i am. i'm not even sure why i deserved such a good man and good life. thanks for everything. i'm so blessed :)




i am in love with a great guy and i know i will always be.


i love you.
♥

how do i live without u, 11.46pm

enjoy?

holiday started last wednesday ohh so i have been in holiday for one week! but i havent done anything meaningful yet other than sleeping. i slept a lot for the past few days, at least 12 hours i guess? perhaps my brain wanted compensation for not being able to have good rest for the past 1 year -_-

leewang is currently at Iran now, with me knowing nothing about that country. i have no idea how the situation there is now. i was only told that he stays in a factory hostel, shares a room with one of his colleague. he gave a short call last night to assure me that he had reached there safely. i didn't carry a big hope that there will be wireless facility at that rural area where he's staying. i haven't got a single news from him today yet.awwww miss him so much :(

i've had enough rest i don't wanna stay at home all day long anymore : / seriously i need somebody to accompany me for shopping/chatting/hanging around/doing whatever-it-is but seems that i failed to find one. :( it's not that fun being ridiculously free when people around you is so busy like nobody's business. sigh.... that's life.

many friends of my batch or even some of my juniors have already gotten their degree yet i'm still having one more year to go. even my dear leewang has official become a working adult. Being the only student among a group of working adult makes me feel.....not right. it isn't a big deal i'm just scared that sooner or layer we may lose the common topic. ok i guess i'm being over-pessimistic. things aren't going to turn into such undesirable way no no no no nO NO!

hmmm i guess that's all for now. what i'm having in mind at the moment is to receive a call from leewang and chat my lungs out with him! that's a bit impossible due to the RM1/min call rate -_- omg omg omg leewang just called! he worked from 8am to 7pm+ and will need to work on sat n sun as well. WTH what kind of law is that??!!! so his job is actually as a translator =.= oh so poor thing :'( he's gonna call me again later before i go to bed. wooohoooo his call has made my day ♥

can't wait to see him............8 days later -_-

how do i live without u, 11.16pm

fly away from here

i remember that i mentioned before, i really like a phrase that says 'fly away from here, to where you are'. this phrase is simply sweet and heartwarming isn't it? leewang is gonna fly away today but not to where i am :'(

his company sends him to Iran, kind of like a learning trip since he's not in-charge of any thing. he's now in Changi airport while i'm sitting at home. i cant send him off coz i can already predict i will cry like a little kid who drops ice-cream on the floor -_- for the first time after 2 years we wont be seeing each other for so many days. although it's only 10days but whenever he's going overseas i'll feel sad T.T

wish him have a safe flight. gonna miss him much ♥

how do i live without u, 10.58pm