the past few weeks have been really hectic and stressful :( the timetable is all packed up - stayed in sch 9-5 like a working adult, assignments and test all came at once and up til now there are still 3 assignments on hand to be cleared. oh gosh i see myself as the most pai miah undergraduate among all the friends ._.
everybody is working so hard for the future. the aim of making big money for good life put us into a life that everyone is striving for the best and results in this stressful state. sigh.
im leading this miserable life for the thin piece of degree. for this society that think you-are-nothing-if-do-not-have-good-qualification. for the fact that you are deem to suffer if you are poor. so, what if i don't want a good life?
most people links good life to luxury or materialism, so do i.
had a good chat with leewang last week while i put my works aside to have some rests. he wrapped his arm around me and i told him perhaps we should move out of the city and stay in a small village. we plant vegetables, rear animals (ok this idea was thrown away as i knew it's toooooo cruel for me to kill my animals, so we shall buy from others!), work when we want to and rest when we don't. no luxury goods no big car no big house no competition no stress. everything is just so simple yet heartwarming.
ok i know this kind of life is too ideal to be worked out in reality. it can be made real only on the basis of having a huge sum of money in the bank -_-
but come to think of it, it's so wonderful isn't it?
what matters more is the one who stands next to you when you need them most.
couldn't help but say money is the thing that makes everything so complicated.
ok enough of complaint.
i'm still the one who has survived through 1/2 of the degree program and will survive in the remaining half!
i can as long as you are there for me. ♥
how do i live without u, 6.59pm
