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i'm feeling slightly dizzy now. i was wondering if it's because i have been studying for too long bu rested or eaten too little.

too little rest?

i slept at abt 1am last night and woke up 7.30am. looking at the mirror, i saw a panda in human's clothing -_- started studying since i boarded the train at 8.10am to sch and having lecture from 9am to 3pm. spent my lunch and travelling times with my Lipids notes until the moment i reached home. online since 4.10pm until now, 6pm.

too little foods?

hmm.... ate one donut for breakfast. had sausage mcmuffin + coffee at 11am and lunch at 1pm - 1 muesli bar.

hmm.... according to this analysis... the conclusion drawn is i need some sleep T.T

but i cant afford that :(

celebrated yilynn's 21st birthday yesterday!

after the happy celebration i felt so sinful not spending more time studying O.o

tat's y i spent every single minute i could studying today ._________.

speaking of the celebration, i was asked abt what romantic gesture leewang had done for me in the past 4 years. then i tried to recall. i had no idea how romantic could be considered as 'romantic' so i told them the thing that touched me the most. but then today out of sudden i was reminded of this question again so i started thinking really hard. in the end there are a few significant ones i could think of...

he makes me card every months and those special occasions just to make me happy

he gave me a card on our 1st month but he hid it under the Ruffles chips he had bought me hoping to surprise me

he specially learnt how to make artificial flowers and made me 2 bouquets of flowers

knowing that i had never on an air plane before, he used up his internship salary + some savings and brought me to hongkong

we saw a puzzle tat i really liked it 4 years ago. he remembered it since then and bought it 3 years later and, handed me the completed 1000pcs-puzzle on my 21st birthday

he told me the first luxurious car he wants to buy is VW new beetle. 'coz....... i like it. after that only will he buy the car he himself likes. he even made me a card saying i can use it as a proof of his promise to redeem the car when it's affordable for him. i know he meant it ♥

he called and sang me a song, 傻傻的我爱你

before i agreed to be his gf he promised he will never leave me unless i don't love him anymore. 3 years later he held my hands, looked into my eyes and said: 我们要在一起一辈子

i know there're more to come

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how do i live without u, 6.47pm