time to fight?

up til now all lectures of the first module in Sem 2 had ended and in less than 7 days' time i will be having the exam. i should be studying or even during revision at this time i'm totally not in the mood to so do. sigh....... not wanting to fail but not putting in much efforts at the same time. how how???

went to the PC fair yesterday with the intention of checking out my targeted lappie Toshiba T130 in red. WHO KNOWS it was not seen any where 'coz it's not even available. NOT AVAILABLE!!!!!!!!! nonononono i so don't wanna believe this is true. before i actually went down i had done tons of survey and i was more than 200000% sure it does exist in this universe. too little did i know it is not available here in jb. YEAH, JOHOR BAHRU!! stupid O.o apart from lappie i was looking for a new mouse and the WD external harddisk Elite. and guess what? i couldnt get any of them as well. my day was totally ruined :( maybe i had been pre-destined to save up my (papa's) money T.T

today is saturday but my mood at the moment isn't as happy as usual : / the thought of exam made really down :( can anyone save me from this disaster?

how do i live without u, 2.44pm