ok ok here i am updating you guys with my current life :)

i've been procrastinating for long enough that even I myself is feeling guilty for abandoning this lil space

MY APOLOGY! #90degreebow.gif

for those who came and left, and came back again, i truly appreciate your support from the bottom of my heart. so yup, welcome back!

i had officially graduated and am having extremely free schedule everyday :D my daily routines are basically exercise/breakfast/reading newspaper/bath/online/lunch/tv/dinner/sleep. i cant help but to agree strongly that i'm having such a good life at the moment - totally stress- and worry-free! but come-on people, i totally deserve this break after suffering from the extremely stressful life after two years ok! back at my poly time when leewang was still a student, i had about 5 or 6 modules per semester and to attend lectures/tutorial/laboratory sessions everyday WHILE leewang did not have lesson every day. even when he did the lecture times occupied only a few hours if i'd remembered correctly. then i thought, why was my diploma program so much tougher than his degree program?! apart from him, a few of my high school friends were also rather eng eng during their degree days. TELL ME WHY T_T

no choice but to persevere throughout and finally! hohoho gotten by diploma after three years. but how could i just stop there? the currently society made me feel so incompetent without a degree. i was thinking there is high possibility that degree may become a prerequisite for work since it has been getting common nowadays while getting a master degree or even PhD will be more advantageous in terms of work prospects. thanks to the collaboration between Singapore Polytechnic and Massey University from New Zealand, i managed to get a place in the degree program without having to fly over! my classmates who went over to NZ for the FYP spent about (at least) S$6k for 3 months so please do your own maths on how much the cost incurred would be if i were to do the 4 years degree course there -_- speaking of the course, it is kinda a taylor-made degree course for SP Food Tech diploma students as the course is designed in such a way that modules that we have taken during diploma days are exempted. hence the four years course was eventually reduced to only 2 years. majority of the modules are carried out in block mode meaning we do only 1 module (sometimes 2) at a time and will finish every thing in about 1 month's time. sounds relax and easy-peasy?

YOU'RE COMPLETELY WRONG THEN. #pointingfingers.jpg

block mode means you will have lessons/lab sessions from 9-5pm every single day and on top of that, reports or assignments come in every week and you are given only 1 week to finish all researching+reporting works. almost all weekends were spent doing report and the things that my classmates and i did most often was complaining about lack of time/sleep T_T i swear if i were given more time i'd do much much better! another important element in any course is none other but EXAM. for this so-called intensive two years program, SORRY NO STUDY WEEK. we had at most 1 week to study for all lecture note/tutorials/past-year papers and after the exam we would move on to another new modules. there were about 4-5 modules per semester and the work load was crazy -_- i thought my life was stressful enough during high school time especially during Senior 3 when we were busy preparing for UEC (well to be exact we had been preparing for UEC ever since junior one -_-). coz we were having after-lesson tuition like every day and there were endless physics and math exercise received every day. what i could remember now were the days i spent lecture time copying rushing for exercises due on the day itself LOL however i actually pretty enjoyed that period despite the busy schedule. i had a big bunch of funny classmates who nonetheless added so much laughters to the tough time :) just as i thought i had encountered a real busy life, my days in SP made me realized high school times was basically nothing -_- i was SO MUCH more busy than before!! then, the degree program, especially the last semester, was a total disaster T________T i had a really really tough time during the second semester that almost all of us felt physically and mentally exhausted at the end of that module due to the reason that we had two modules on-going at the same period. at that point of time i was like SO busy that i thought the course work could not be more busy anymore or all of us were gonna die of stress -_- yet i was proven wrong at the last semester that all of us actually experienced the most hectic ever life - few project went on at the same time but given really tight time budget. but anyway, finally every thing has over now and i just wanna spend quality time with all the loved one to make up for the past two years… :)

UNDERSTOOD NOW? YOU ARE WELCOME.

gosh i took the entire evening for this blog entry yet it has not yet covered everything that i wanted to blog about -_- i seriously need to blog more often otherwise sooner or later i will lose my ability to compose sentence that is longer than 5 words -_- just like normal human who don't consume lactose-containing foods will eventually end up being lactose-intolerant after prolonged period - because the body stop producing lactase knowing you don't need it.

so yeah, next up date coming soon. promise!

stay tune!! ;)

how do i live without u, 10.41pm