exam is just around the corner but i'm still not in the mood to work really hard for it. i was thinking about this last night, why i just do not have the motivation to really work hard and get myself a lil bit of achievements. in the end i drew the conclusion to lack of motivation.
the greatest target of mine in life is to bring my parents travelling around without having them pay a single cent. to achieve this the most important thing is definitely earning alot alot and alot. working adults in this universe know very well that working is not as easy as what we might have imagined all the time. what we had encountered during any attachment or internship were only the very minor part of a real working life. when you become a permanent staff your boss will treat you differently and stress from work will become the part and parcel of life. there's no free lunch in this world right? you don't work very little and get enormous amount of money every month. the salary is always directly proportional to the workload as well as the responsibilities. i do not want to bear heavy responsibility yet i want to earn more. HOW? be a secretary with revealing clothes may help i guess? -_-
i was told to learn to be more flexible when facing problems. but i just can't bring myself to do something that i'm not willing to. life is complicated, filled with complicated people all around and all kinds of complicated situations. it's good to have a firm stand and hold on to the principle. however the real life situation has taught us to be less sincere and FAKE to people around us in order to safeguard ourselves. what a pathetic truth to know. sigh~
hopefully when i wake up tomorrow i'll have had my mind filled with LOADS of motivations O.o
how do i live without u, 5.32pm
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